1. I'm not like the rest of them
  2. I don't understand their conversations
  3. So meaningless. So uninteresting. I don't care about how you drove to school. I don't care about what happened at a party. I have no interest in anything that anyone talks about.
  4. I feel weird for not liking or caring about the same things as everyone else
  5. I am oftentimes quiet, leaving people to think I'm mad about something. But I'm never mad, just confused that there is no substance to any conversation anymore.
  6. TELL ME ABOUT WHAT YOU WOULD DO IF THE WORLD ENDED TOMORROW. WHERE WOULD YOU GO, WHO WOULD YOU STAY WITH, WHAT WOULD YOU SAY?
  7. TELL ME ABOUT THE LAST TIME YOU FUCKING CRIED YOUR EYES OUT OR TELL ME ABOUT THE TIME YOU LAUGHED THE HARDEST.
  8. ASK ME WHERE I WANT TO LIVE IN THE NEXT 20 YEARS. ASK ME WHAT TYPE OF HOUSE I WANT AND HOW MANY KIDS I WANT AND HOW I WILL MAKE IT OUT OKAY.
  9. No more meaningless conversations about gossip. I don't care if you got "shit faced" drunk.
    The fact that people use the term "shit faced" really makes me upset. WHY?
  10. Yet, I still pretend to care. I try to engage, even though I totally hate it all.
  11. And I think to myself, in the corner of my mind, that someday I will find someone who will actually care about something important.