1. I am alone.
  2. I am nothing.
  3. I am pathetic.
  4. I deserve to feel this way.
  5. My life choices have almost always been wrong.
  6. Nearly every turn I made, I should have gone in a different direction.
  7. I've wasted possibly half of my time on this planet making the wrong choices.
  8. Can't imagine that will change now.