I've never liked New Year's Eve. Not ever.
  1. There's something about New Years that really makes me sad.
  2. Instead of looking ahead to the next year, I just realize that we took another trip around the sun and I haven't accomplished enough
  3. I think about all the times I've failed
  4. I think about all the mistakes I've made
  5. I think about all the things I wish I'd done differently
  6. I don't look forward to the next year. I don't look forward to a "fresh start" or anything like that.
  7. I don't enjoy staying up and watching the ball drop.
  8. Everyone is so happy.
  9. I'm not.
  10. And lots of people have someone to kiss.
  11. I don't.
  12. Maybe I'll be happier in the morning.
  13. I will.