Thoughts from a person who struggles with an eating disorder

  1. I don't think I have a disorder. I'm not at that level?¿? It's hard to explain
  2. It's logical. It makes sense to do purge my food. It's like action and reaction.
  3. The dentist said I had perfect teeth which I think is the funniest shit ever
  4. I feel like eating disorders along with other illnesses are very stereotyped into what kind of people have them and I feel like that plays a huge role in things. Idk
  5. My teeth feel fake
  6. I know fully well the consequences of the actions. I know that I'm burning and destroying my whole digestive track and when I'm older I'm fucked but ya know ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
  7. It makes me feel less gross
  8. It's hell party in my mouth afterwards
  9. It messes with my singing voice and it pisses me off
  10. Food is complicated