I THOUGHT I WAS FINE

a poem titled 'I Thought I Was Fine'
  1. I thought I was fine
    All day today.
  2. I sat in the sun
    With friends
  3. I had two beers
    At the outdoor bar
  4. I bought two records
    At the record store
  5. I ate two slices
    Of vegan pizza
  6. When I got home tonight
    I realized I was completely detached.
  7. And so I thought of you,
    Again.
  8. So I texted you
    To ask about grad school
  9. You replied
    'It's fine.'
  10. I give up