I was fired and I'm lost.

I need suggestions.
  1. I fucked up. And was fired.
  2. I'm a graphic designer / copywriter (mexico)
  3. I'm 25. I'm a girl.
  4. I've been working nonstop (in advertising) since i was 19.
  5. I'm not sure i like advertising.
    I like social media... and writing and designing. I'm good at it.
  6. I live in a shitty town.
  7. I have free time for the first time in ages.
  8. I want to travel, I need to save money.
  9. I've never fucked up so epically in my life.
  10. I'm ashamed and defeated.
  11. I'm going to take a break.
  12. I don't know if I should dig a hole and hide or plan a vacation on my own somewhere....
  13. I wasted a great opportunity, I was working with huge brands.
  14. I'm stupid.
  15. I don't know what to do next.