YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

Things you say to yourself when you're told that over and over and over again, relentlessly. I'm complaining again. Apologies, this feels like the only place to do it.
  1. This is a cruel experiment to see how much consecutive rejection one person can take.
  2. I'm bad at everything I thought I was good at.
  3. What exactly is so unappealing about me.
  4. This can't last forever.
  5. It feels like it will.
  6. This is not coincidence, it's a pattern.
  7. There's something wrong with me.
  8. They see right through me.
  9. I must've been some extraordinary asshole in a former life.
  10. Maybe I was Columbus..
  11. Yeah, probably.
  12. I don't think I deserve this.
  13. "You get what you give" is horseshit.
  14. What am I doing wrong?
  15. Why is it easier for everyone else?
  16. This isn't fair.
  17. There's something wrong with me.
  18. Rain falls on the just and unjust alike..
  19. This feels like a disproportionate amount of rain.
  20. It could be a lot worse.
  21. Still feels really bad.
  22. I'm invisible.