A List.

I feel like I'm living three different lives/realities or in three different universes. It's weird.
  1. 1.
    This life sucks. I mean, I miss my family and friends, but I'm also completely okay without them. This life involves school and work and budgeting and responsibilities. It's monotonous and boring. But it's also comfortable and fairly easy and has more dogs.
  2. 2.
    Fun! Chill! Comfortable now! Exciting! I love Glasgow. I love my new friends. I love not living at home. I love being able to walk to the city centre in two minutes. I love not worrying about work. I hate that I can't drive. I have boy problems here and friend problems too sometimes. I get too drunk. I can't work, so I have to watch my money carefully. I am in a routine but that routine doesn't involve many responsibilities. It's a bit cold. I fucking love it.
  3. 3.
    Stressful. Sea and air sickness. Expensive. Crazy fun and awesome. Zero responsibilities. Cheap highs. No routine, no one to answer to. No school at all. Complete freedom. Lots of alone time or lots of social time, depending on how I feel. My favourite of the three lives. Definitely could not keep it up forever, but never want it to end. Not enough dogs.