WHY AM I AWAKE? PT 3
- •AnxietyThe acidic kind that wants to swallow me up.
- •Thinking about this long week ahead of me.And how I'm going to fill it. The days are long when you have the week off of all your normal things.
- •I was dreaming about an enclosed water slide that was inside of a pyramid in Egypt.It went on forever and was claustrophobic. Eventually I got out of the water slide and into cool water, but I can still feel the hot air of the tube. Probably because my heater was on me.
- •Thinking about how stupid you are.So stupid.
- •I'm worrying about my future.
- •I'm listening to my stomach growl.From not giving it enough yesterday.
- •I'm wondering why my internet continues to die on me.
- •Thinking about a career decision that I want to make but unsure how to execute that idea.
- •I googled mugwort.My brother gave me honey that he infused with mugwort and rose for Christmas. He's a hippie who says mugwort gives you positive lucid dreams.
- •Thinking about how sad and scary Pinocchio is.
- •Especially that scene where he's swallowed by the whale.
- •Worrying for those I care about.This never really stops.
- •Wanting to go to Disneyland.