I think of the times...
A neurotic girl's list
- •I was just a mean or spiteful person for absolutely no reasonAnd it breaks my heart that I allowed myself to behave in such a deplorable way.
- •I didn't make grand, brave, bold gesturesAnd I am regretful because I should have done something.
- •I didn't speak my mind or defend my opinionAnd I am ashamed that I didn't defend an opinion that I view as important.
- •I didn't allow myself to accept or bask in a complimentAnd I'm bummed because most people don't go around handing out compliments without reason and I probably came off as rude.
- •I sounded like a hypocrite when I 100% didn't mean to beAnd I'm fearful that people view me negatively because of this.
- •I didn't tell the truthAnd I ponder what would have happened if I did.
- •I lost touch with friendsAnd I hope they don't resent me for it.
- •I made big life choicesAnd I hope and pray I made the right one.