I AM NOT READY FOR BEYONCÉ'S JELLY

I'm seeing Queen Bey tonight at the Rose Bowl. I got access to these tickets 2 weeks ago and it has felt really real until just now. I haven't prepared my heart and am unraveling. Here are a few things I'm experiencing.
  1. Terror.
    I AM NOT WORTHY
  2. Physical pain.
    I THINK I HAVE CRAMPS BECAUSE MY BODY IS THIRSTY TO HAVE BEYONCÉ'S BABY
  3. Spiritual.
    THIS MAY BE THE CLOSEST I EVER COME TO THE HOLY GHOST/ANOTHER DIMENSION
  4. Young again.
    LIKE A BRAND NEW BABY ANGEL
  5. Terror.
  6. Terror.
  7. Pure terror.