A Personal Li.st

as if most of my lists aren't all already personal lmao
  1. I've been having an overwhelming feeling that I am replaceable in most of my relationships.
    Maybe not all. But most.
  2. Like, I hung out with some friends over break, and I realize I don't bring anything special to the relationship?
    I'm not as funny as one of them, not as smart as one, not as talented as one.
  3. And it makes me feel like if I weren't friends with them, they might not be affected by it at all?
  4. That thought has been bothering me a lot lately.
  5. Idk.