1. And I'm honestly so scared.
  2. Not necessarily because I think the counselors will be mean or anything,
  3. but because I'm afraid I'm not mentally ill enough?
  4. Because what if I'm taking away that time from someone who needs it more than me?
  5. What if they think I'm faking it?
  6. I know it's not rational to have these thoughts.
  7. But, I'm still scared.
  8. I'm a mess tbh.