Thoughts I'm Only Brave Enough to Write Down at Night

  1. I'm scared of getting married
    I don't want to build my life around someone if they won't do the same for me. I don't want to make sacrifices for someone who will not do the same for me. I'd rather be alone than have to deal with any of that stuff.
  2. I would also be sad to end up alone
    Even though it's really only the ever future I've ever visualized. It's still sad
  3. I don't think I'm smart enough for my future career
  4. I'm not really good at anything.
    Like I'm good at somethings but I'm not the best at anything. I always fall in the middle somewhere
  5. I feel like my efforts always end up being futile
    Like nothing I do matters or makes a difference
  6. I am questioning my sexuality
    And I don't think it's straight. And I am ashamed.
  7. I'm scared that nobody at work likes me and they just put with me because they have to
  8. I feel that way about most situations
    Nobody actually likes me