Found an interesting guy on OkCupid

well, he liked my profile, that's how I found him. I 'm very interested!!maybe because he seems to be exactly like another human that I have a crush on, except, this one is looking to date and is not 3 continents away.
  1. AND I ALREADY BLEW IT
  2. because I suddenly get this verbal diarrhea
  3. which only occurs when I maybe like someone
  4. and I basically outlined/highlighted all the things that are wrong with me in one huge message
  5. I might have also accidentally insulted him
    I always do that, because I somehow don't know how to talk. and everything nice ends up sounding hurtful. WHYYYYYYYYYYYY
  6. so ok. bye