My first f***boy
On my wild, crazy tinder adventures, I stumbled upon the f***boy who I have developed a huge crush on. Let's take a walk through this and laugh about how crazy I am.
- •He's a psych majorI don't like to be psycho analyzed and I'm not great with talking about my feelings. Which he likes.
- •He is actively looking for new girls to sleep withWhile I'm in bed next to him, by the way.
- •He criticized how my body reacted when I was in pain during sexI had a uti. I thought we were going to cuddle and watch tv.
- •He constantly snapchats other girls when I'm with him.He sends them pics of our bodies in bed together. I don't really mind it that much because I love my body but it's kinda weird.
- •He's the f***boy you want to take to mamaHe's smart, funny and is graduating college soon. Then going to grad school.
- •He brings the nasty side of me outNot just talking sexual nasty. Like laughing at degrading, socially unacceptable, anti-feminism jokes. Though we both don't agree with those opinions.
- •But there's something I like.
- •He wants to care about meHe always asks about how I'm feeling and wants to know what I want to do during sex.
- •He's crazy cute.Not really but cuter than my past lovers by far.
- •He actually calls it "making love"Ugh I've always wanted a guy to say that when doing it with me. Makes me feel like something.
- •He loves the way I do stuff in bedBesides the criticizing time, he constantly tells me how different I do things compared to other girls. And how he likes it.
- •He loves snugglingI love to be close to my lovers
- •He often speaks of passionHe lets me show my passionate side when making love. Instead of just doing it for fun
- •But he makes fun of meHe laughs at how "boring" my life is. I enjoy my life and it's not boring to me. He also hates my laugh.
- •He says he'll miss me over breakI don't know if that is sexual longing or actual longing.
- •I don't know how to feel about him.I'll figure out more soon