reasons why i'm having a down period.

  1. i have lost all motivation for uni work
    it really just isn't exciting me right now and I don't know how to make it exciting
  2. i think maybe i like a boy?
    but like i don't know if i just wanna be good friends with him or if i want more than that?
  3. i don't think he feels any sort of way about me right now
  4. i wish i was working and getting paid and having set hours to do stuff
    this whole 'self-directed learning' thing is really not good for me
  5. group work is hard
    especially when it's for dissertation and it's gonna be going forever
  6. i miss last summer
    i honestly swear 4 months ago i had everything together and was actually happy with where i was