Birthday angst

So I'll be 24 soon!
  1. In the past my birthdays have not been great to say the least
  2. Which isn't to say all of them it's normally the odd birthdays that don't end well
  3. Since this is an even one I'm like ok this should be alright
  4. But I keep thinking about all of the bad ones
  5. I'm like idk if I should try and do anything with friends because normally that's what ends up making the event not great
    All except like One ended with me crying and like not the hap tears
  6. I might just drink a bottle of wine like that's fine on your birthday right
  7. Errr this was supposed to be a positive list
  8. At least there will be cake
    Possibly cookie cake