I'm going to a school thing of his
  1. He's excited to see me and I can't fuck this up
  2. I'm about to have a panic attack
  3. My moods change so quickly when I'm like this
  4. But I can't fuck this up for him I can't do this
  5. Everything isn't an attack
  6. I just have to remember that
  7. I'm not going to ruin his day
  8. I can do this right