THOUGHTS I HAD DURING MY LAST PANIC ATTACK

I ran out of Xanax.
  1. Fuckfuckfuckfuckwhywhywhyfuckfuckfuck
  2. Breathe just fucking breathe
  3. Grab pillow. Hit lights. Go into closet. YOU GOT THIS
  4. The world is crumbling around you but YOU GOT THIS ITS OKAY JUST HIDE
  5. Okay it's dark and small here and it's like a little safe cave it is okay
  6. WHY AM I SO ITCHY IS THIS NORMAL?!?!?!
  7. I love you closet
  8. None of this is normal you dumbass
  9. Fuck fuck fuck I'm going insane fuck fuck fuck
  10. Am I breathing?
  11. I hear myself breathing but are my lungs filling up with air?
  12. Is this how I die?
  13. Jesus this panic attack is going to last forever and ever
  14. My roommate is gonna get worried
  15. Oh god damn it I got mascara on my pillow
  16. This mascara was supposed to be waterproof
  17. Ugh fuck this how did this even happen?!
  18. Also this closet is legit the size of my first apartment in New York so, good job LA.
  19. DO NOT THROW UP IN YOUR NEW BIG CLOSET
  20. Oh pillow I love you
  21. Okay I'm breathing
  22. Okay. Okay. Okay.
  23. This is okay. I'm okay. This is weird but okay.
  24. I'm gonna stay in my closet/cave for a little while longer though just in case
  25. Survived it!
  26. Oh man, really gotta get it together and refill your Xanax
  27. Time for some tea.