Why I Made My First Counseling Appointment

Inspired by @steph_lessthan3
  1. Let's flashback to first semester freshman year.
    I'd really rather we didn't, actually, but let's do it anyways
  2. I'm miserable at my tiny suburban Christian college.
  3. My (mostly) boyfriend is at a prestigious college in The Big City.
  4. He's made it into an a capella group.
    Ok I mean I fell for you because you were a cellist but I'm happy for you. Do your beat boxing thing. Whooo!
  5. About a month into the semester, he decides to go to a party with this a capella group.
    But swears he won't drink, which is what he's been saying all summer. Ok boi I hope I can trust you pls be consistent pls
  6. He calls me the next day and starts raving about "how loving drunk people are."
    BOI THIS IS THE FIRST STEP DOWN A ROAD YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T GOING TO GO DOWN
  7. I freak out.
    On him and on life in general.
  8. I feel like I can't trust anything anymore.
    Not him, not Jesus, not myself.
  9. I call my mom that night for the first time since I got to school.
    Remember, it's been like a month.
  10. I bawl my eyes out on the phone and over the crackling reception, my mom says,
  11. "It's been a while and you're still not ok.
  12. Isn't the counseling service free?"