FEELINGS I WILL ALWAYS MISS

Copying @aprilkquioh because I miss having feels too (winter is cold and dormant, man)
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    Coming home at 2am from studying for a test as a middle school kid, hungry as a middle school kid, to find out my mom has made the exact dish I had been craving all day
    And I didn't even ask her!
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    The surprise and sense of achievement when I saw my skin finally in order during that one period of my life when I used a $110 lotion
    Damn, SKII, you're good. But I could in my right mind never buy you again in my 20s.
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    Drinking coffee at 8PM and doing "work" with my friends, all feeling productively buzzed
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    How carefree I felt that one time I went to a party in a sleeping bag instead of a coat because I gave no fucks and the street the party was at was basically my street
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    When I cried for 2 hours after a movie, age 8?, and my parents were impressed at me for being into something so seriously
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    That magical moment when I had a dog and I let him off the leash for the first time and the dog seemed to run away for a second and then came back to me, out of nowhere, when I called his name 🐢
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    Sleeping with my dog in bed and waking up every hour to look at him and registering that I have a dog
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    Cuddling with a guy who had no interest in getting in my pants without my consent
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    First time I saw Louis CK's full set
    I learned it can be funny to hate and to be miserable.
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    That time when my teacher touched my cheeks and I got my period right at that moment??
    That shit was weird
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    When I realized I had a crush on a boy and that boy sang to me to pacify my drunkenness!!
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    That one time when my mom picked me up and we ended up talking at the parking lot in her car for hours, during which I told her things I could never talk about with other people. And then I physically shuddered at the end of the talk because raw honesty felt so good and scary.
  13. β€’
    That one time I really felt life is good.
    I'd always thought it was just a saying.
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    That critical moment when I got into podcasts via This American Life and walking up at 7am to walk and bike for dogs?!
    Storytelling and Dogs 4 lifeπŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ™Œ