Rational Fears

I try to be honest, and tell my fears. Nothing happens, I am ignored entirely. So, I delete the li.st. I move past the latest rejection and delete the next, latest, thing I'd hoped would fix me.
  1. Another bad idea, trying to reach out.
  2. Glad it works for others, if not me.
  3. Encompassed by a feeling of rejection and loss.
  4. Convince myself it never mattered and it never gave me hope, if even for a moment.
  5. Do my best to forget I ever tried at all.