THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS

  1. I see so many people being so brave and vulnerable on The List App.
  2. Like all those "my darkest moment" lists were so amazing and I never wrote one because I was scared.
  3. I'm not sure what I was scared of - no one in my real life is on this app that I know of.
  4. And there are so many things I want to write about. But I just can't get myself to type it out.
  5. These wouldn't be politically charged things, though those are important too.
  6. I want to talk about times in my life that have defined me, or big moments burned into my brain - I've only talked about the good ones, not the bad ones.
  7. I wouldn't say I'm the most interactive on here, I have like 30 followers and I'm not that popular.
  8. That's okay. I don't have to be internet famous.
  9. I don't know what kind of response I would receive, if any, but that's okay too.
  10. I'm too scared to confront the things inside me. I want lists to be fun, not something that make me cry.
  11. I'm also not sure social media is the right place to confront these things for the first time.
  12. Some things are things I haven't spoken of to anyone - not family, not friends, no one.
  13. I'm not the type of person who ever shares feelings. I didn't come from a heart to heart kind of family and I'm a sweep it under the rug, laugh it off kind of girl.
  14. It would probably be more helpful to talk to someone, anyone about it.
  15. This is a really new and young community, and it seems pretty amazing, but I don't think it's the right time or place.
  16. I don't know, guys.
  17. Maybe someday.
  18. 🙃