when upset

  1. I drink
  2. listen to incredibly sad music
  3. listen to incredibly bad music that I like for sentimental reasons
  4. hurt myself
    not cutting or anything gay like that more like falling and bumping into shit
  5. yell into pillows
  6. laugh at myself at how much of an idiot I must look like
  7. not eat
  8. think of you and hope that at least you're okay