meds I've been on for depression/anxiety

and how they've affected me (mind you, everyone reacts differently to different meds) also, this is ten years worth of meds so literally non exhaustive. these are the ones I currently remember.
  1. Trazadone.
    Yes it made me sleepy. No it did not help with depression or ptsd
  2. Lexapro
    Couldn't concentrate or accomplish things for the life of me
  3. Cymbalta
    Didn't do anything for the longest time because the dosage was too low. Eventually worked but made me too nauseous
  4. Zoloft
    Completely useless. A waste of years worth of copays
  5. Remeron
    Made me sleepy but I think that's about it
  6. Geodon
    Caused 2 car accidents. DO NOT DRIVE AFTER TAKING THIS MEDICATION
  7. Ambien
    If you take this and don't sleep, you might see things
  8. Seroquel
    Makes you fat
  9. Ativan
    Helpful for anxiety, but can affect memory. Once I Instagrammed and had no memory of it (weird)
  10. Abilify
    Makes me fat but reallyyyyy helps with depression, specifically energy levels
  11. Effexor
    Lowers my suicidality significantly, although doesn't do much for my concentration symptoms
  12. Minipress
    Actually really helpful with preventing ptsd nightmares. You don't really remember any dreams, but who cares