I FEEL THE NEED TO EXPLAIN

this is the first Halloween I'm not home or with family and it's weird !
  1. literally until things went bad Halloween was my favorite holiday
  2. I wish it still was
  3. I truly feel like an adult now because I'm half a world away and not home and not celebrating
  4. I'm kinda nostalgic and I feel removed from my former self
  5. I hope to someday be able to enjoy things I once loved again