WHY I SKIPPED GERMAN CLASS TODAY

I'm not home and consequently I had German class today because. thanksgiving is an American "holiday"
  1. it felt weird to go to school on a day I've literally never been to school before
  2. (the last Thursday of November)
  3. and I thought of my whole life and how I hadn't been to school on today and
  4. figured why would I start now
  5. so I skipped school for the first time ever
  6. and I feel good about it because
  7. I knew I'd break down in class if I did go
  8. so there we are lol
  9. I skipped school to protect myself emotionally
  10. also class was tiring yesterday and I knew it'd be boring today and
  11. I am allowed to take care of myself