READING OLD EMAILS

This afternoon
  1. I was searching for a work document on my computer
  2. but stumbled across an interesting batch of emails exchanged with friends when I was 20
  3. I have a really good memory
    Every tiny detail about every little thing sticks around in my brain, whether I want it to or not.
  4. BUT
    I guess stress & depression helped repress certain things
  5. So many emotions
    2many2handle rn
  6. I am knee deep in these emails
    Nothing else is getting accomplished today. Mostly due to the tidal wave of crippling anxiety and shame currently pulling me under 🙃🙃🙃