Lana del Rey effect

Why am I so sad and pensive
  1. It started today
    I listened to Ride 100 times and consecutively shed a single tear during the chorus.
  2. I started reevaluating my life
    Like I hit the gym hella hard (still listening to ride) cleaned out my closet, ate super clean, and apologized to a couple people for ever wronging them
  3. I listened to the rest of the paradise album
    And I cried for like an hour while cleaning out my closet
  4. I found out I've been repressing feelings from my parents divorce
    This is so funny tho. Like I'm actually sad over it right now for no reason
  5. Lana Del Rey is such a sad soul
    I CAN FEEL HER PAIN, HER PAIN TRANSCENDED THROUGH SPOTIFY AND I DONT KNOW IF ITS HEALTHY