1. so depressed
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  2. almost hopeless
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  3. guilty and just trying to feel smth
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  4. utterly numb
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  5. acting normal
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  6. relieved to be alone
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  7. fake it til you make it
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  8. the calm before the storm
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  9. deep down still hating myself but i think i was feeling genuine joy!
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