MY AESTHETIC

THIS WILL BE ONE OF MY VAGUE CHEESY STUPID CLICHE LISTS COOL COOL
  1. not quite remembering how something used to feel
  2. writing or reading all night
  3. wanting to live in a place that doesn't exist
  4. looking soft but harsh
  5. never getting fully satisfied
  6. being too lazy to do something that will make it easier
  7. the moments after you've sent but before anybody sees it
  8. staring into nothingness blankly until you get to something else
  9. making jokes to keep afloat
  10. crying to the same song again and again and it feels safe
  11. keeping your expectations low so that you won't be disappointed