my modern security blankets

  1. headphones
  2. a large cup of tea with a straw
  3. my own long hair to play with
  4. gum
  5. those videos on instagram of mixing paint or sand or doing eyebrows
  6. rapidly typing literal shit on my phone
  7. putting on some lipgloss
    and pretending to be psyched as per mindy kaling
  8. sitting in the bathroom for like half an hour