Intuition / Hope Confusion

thoughts from deep within.. no context.
  1. I'm in touch with my thoughts + emotions. I always have been.
    I spend a lot of time critically analyzing my mind!
  2. Yet, I've never been more confused.
  3. Something I feel intuitively correct about.
  4. Yet, when my intuition is tested, I wonder if all along, all it was was hope.
  5. I have no way of knowing for sure.
  6. So do I trust the idea of intuition or accept it as hope? Either way, I proceed blindly.