Reasons I'm very scared

  1. I have no idea what I'm doing with my life!!
  2. I feel like my Bachelor's thesis is sure to be garbage and I signed up for something way over my head.
  3. I turned in my literature review (7 hours late) after writing it all in one night! I know that it's horrible and I'm dreading feedback on it.
  4. I want to take 1 or 2 years off after undergrad and then do law school.
  5. BUT WTH AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
  6. I don't want to stay in Ann Arbor next year but I have a decent-paying job and friends here, and if I wanna go to Michigan Law then why move away and move back?
  7. But it's hard to get into MLaw and what if I stay and then don't get in? Then I've wasted a year of my life instead of venturing out into the world.
  8. I could get a job elsewhere but like where and how? Finding jobs isn't easy generally and it would be really expensive to move.
  9. I just don't know what to do and that's terrifying. I feel stagnant and plagued by anxiety about it, but the anxiety just freezes me further.
  10. I don't want to be the hometown wizkid who failed to meet everyone's expectations but it feels like I already am
  11. I just want to scream and cry all the time