1. I learned that relying on someone for happiness will only drain you from being yourself. You don't think about it at an instant because your so worried that a person can stop caring/loving you. Rely on yourself , depend on yourself , do everything only because you believe is the best for YOU,not others. I lost myself and I can't go back....
  2. I literally can't go back to the days where I knew how to tell the difference when something was the best for me and when it was not. Now I have people taking advantage of me and then there I am thinking it's because it's what I should be doing to make them, including myself happy. It shouldn't be like that. It ruins you. It ruined me.