This is what happens when your roommate/best friend goes home for the weekend and you're left alone with your feelings.
  1. Applying to NYU
    despite the fact that I probably won't get in and could never afford to go even if I did get in. That's the whole reason I didn't apply in the first place. I'm just pissed at myself for settling for this mediocre school just because I got full tuition. But then again, a degree is a degree. Who cares where it's from? But I know I'm gonna regret it forever if I don't at least apply. Who says I even have to go if I get in? But it'd be so idiotic if I didn't go, wouldn't it??? Ughhhh