TELL THE PEOPLE HOW I FEEL FOR JUST A SECOND

  1. At my school we drew names for the teachers on my grade level. You are in charge of their birthday- buying a card and getting the others to sign it. Small present. And cake or treatie of some type for the person you draw.
  2. I drew a cool teacher. I like her. Plus I luuuvvvvvvv birthdays so super excited.
  3. Except
  4. Her birthday is August 30.
  5. My dad died August 30.
  6. A didn't say goodbye, unexpected died. Still the hardest thing I've gone through.
  7. It's been 12 years this year and I feel it should be ok. That I can help a teacher have a fun birthday. But idk.
  8. I'll put on a smile. Maybe?
  9. Maybe I'll see if someone else will switch people with me.
  10. Or I'll put on my big girl panties and just do it.
  11. Edited to say: and then lest we forget what a fluffin son of a bitch 2016 has been....
  12. This very friend's dad was killed in a car accident last night. The mom wasn't in the car bc she was tired.
  13. I am without words. But you better believe I'm going to make damn sure she has the best birthday she can.
  14. Tagged you for the edit/ update since you were sweetums to read in the first place.....