1. I don't know why.
  2. I haven't graduated yet and that probably rules me out.
    It's one measly elective class left, though!
  3. But I saw it and the fact that the deadline is today felt a little bit like fate.
  4. It's something I think I could do, even if maybe I don't tick each box exactly.
    It's pretty much what my internship prepared me for.
  5. And while I was wavering my friend told me some statistic about how men are more likely to apply when they're not quite qualified than women are.
  6. So I said "fuck it, what can I lose?" and submitted an application for my first real job in health promotion.
  7. 😨😰😱
  8. What the hell am I thinking?