A darker list, but I'm a dark kinda gal and it's one of those nights.
- •Not trying harder.At school. In general.
- •Not saying goodbye.When my aunt was dying and wanted to see me. I was young and scared and mad.
- •Letting my cousin take the blame.For silly antics I am not sure he has been forgiven for.
- •Not saving the money my father gave me for my 21st.But I needed it to live and so did my mother and brother.
- •Quitting.Everything. Every extra-curricular activity, every therapy group, every attempt at normality.
- •Not staying with my rabbit when he was put to sleep.I wanted to but the vet said no. I should have insisted.
- •Yelling at my favourite teacher.She was so good to me.
- •Trying to end my life.I broke my mother's heart.