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    Everything.
    I was overwhelmed by all that I wanted to be. A doctor, a lawyer, a writer, an activist, a psychologist, a speech pathologist. Whenever I wanted to be something, it consumed me until the next something did.
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    Financially stable.
    I came to realise that I am not smart enough for most of the above, so I'd be pretty happy doing something that meant I could pay the bills.
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    Emotionally stable.
    Recently I've discovered that even just finding work to pay the bills that doesn't make me panic constantly is harder than my younger self ever anticipated. Right now, I just want to be able to catch my breath and smile freely again.