LONELILY LISTING

Slightly ripping off Damien Rice but it's a real word, an adverb
  1. Sometimes, not often, but occasionally
  2. This feeling washes over me that I can't shake as well as usual
  3. I guess it's loneliness mixed with fear
  4. I can be alone and not feel lonely at all
  5. I can be surrounded by people and feel incredibly lonely
  6. I know this feeling shall pass but in the present I'm left lonelily wondering:
  7. Why did this feeling hit me all of a sudden tonight?
  8. Like hard, in the pit of my stomach?
  9. Will anyone ever really "get me"? Like really?
  10. What would that even really look like? Feel like?
  11. There's that feeling in my stomach again...