To be clear it was full scale weeping
  1. Because I had just really fucked up the brownies I was making for fathers day?
  2. I had an argument with my brother this morning?
  3. I had had the lamp for over a decade and it was one of the first thing I really remember wanting for myself?
  4. Because 2 years ago when i fainted twice and hit my head twice in the middle of the night and my mum had to stay up with me all night she let me keep the lamp on all night?
  5. I have no idea?