I wish I was enough for me

  1. Because I'm clearly not
  2. When my happiness depends on the attention of another human
  3. One who doesnt even talk to me anymore
  4. Because I'm trash, most likely
  5. Because why wouldn't someone want to talk to me unless I'm absolute trash
  6. I just don't want to have these flip flop feelings of confidence and extreme self-consciousness
  7. BECAUSE OF SOMEONE NOT IN MY LIFE