Look At Me. I'm Sandra Dee.
@ 18 years
- •I've only had one boyfriend.I don't think I really liked him though. Not in the way you should like a boyfriend. And it lasted a day less than one month. (Kinda long story. Maybe I'll list about him later.)
- •I've never been kissed.
- •No one chases after me.
- •I know that it's not that I'm ugly. But I'm not sure why.Don't tell me it's because I'm intimidating.
- •But that's okay.
- •I don't feel any hole in my life for not having all the experiences of literally every other teenager.
- •But I want to have experience. So I'm not jumping into hot water one day and am in over my head.Also, I feel like I'm wasting my teenage years.
- •Still, I don't think I could mentally/emotionally handle having a boyfriend (right now).I can hardly handle having a friend once in awhile.
- •You know what I mean.
- •But it'll be okay.
- •It's not the worst thing in the world.I'm not feeling /too/ sorry for myself.
- •Thanks for listening. I just wanted to talk.