Why the next 3 days will be a major test of how I'm handling my anxiety
- •Tomorrow I have to shoot my commercial for my tv classAnd when you shoot, you're the director. I like to write, not direct. And I'm really nervous to be completely in charge. What if my class thinks my commercial is dumb? What if things don't work out? What if no one thinks it's funny and they think I'm trying too hard? What if it's too long? What if I start to panic? There are too many what if's!!
- •I have to go to a networking nightTechnically I signed up for it. But no one I know is going and I have to have a sit down dinner with alumni from my college and network with them. I don't know how to do that. I don't know what to talk to them about, especially if I don't have a friend going too to manage it together. I'm really really really anxious about this one. I'm considering not going and I've been thinking about it all week but I'm anxious about not going too because I'd be disappointed in myself
- •I'll be surprised if I survive the next three daysOh boy