Ugh. Much feelings.
  1. Should I ever let myself have this amount and intensity of feeling for someone else in future?
  2. Did I over-commit to this person?
  3. How and why did I allow practical and peripheral concerns dictate my course in life away from this person?
  4. What chance do I have to ever find someone I love as much again?
  5. Did I really love anyone before?
  6. If I do find someone who I do love, will they be wary of the depth of feeling I have felt for another in the past?
  7. I need a drink 😬