My thoughts while breaking up with you

Today I broke up with my boyfriend and it was hard. Really hard.
  1. Why am I doing this? You're gonna regret this.
  2. No no no you're right. This iiiis the right thing to do.
  3. Uuuuuugh but he's so cute and so kind
  4. What if in a few years he matures and we fit better into each other's lives?
  5. We had planned baby names 😭😭😭💔💔💔💔
  6. Claudia stop. You're doing the right thing.
  7. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?! YOURE STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM
  8. Fuck me. Fuck my life.
  9. Don't give up on us.
  10. Why do emotions exist?!
  11. You're gonna meet someone who you're more compatible with and so will he. Everything will be just fine.
  12. You need to figure out what you want, who you are, and who you're becoming. Don't keep dragging him around for your convenience
  13. But I want him.
  14. For god sakes why are you breaking up with him then?!?
  15. *quietly returns coffee cup and leaves defeated*
  16. Emotions suck.