My Reasons not to use

I was addicted to heroine and other drugs for almost 10 years, and have been clean for 2 years. Some days are hard, and I need to remind myself why drugs suck! So here goes..
  1. Withdrawal
    Because waking up sick every morning sucks ass
  2. My family
    I have already put them through so much
  3. The love of my life
    Because he gives me the strength that I need to get through day to day life, and loves me even when I don't deserve it.
  4. School
    I am working towards an associates degree in paralegal studies, and to loose all of the time and money I have already put into it would be really shitty
  5. My nephew
    The other man in my life. I don't ever want to let him down.
  6. That life is fucking hard!
    Waking up sick, lying, scheming, and whatever else to get drugs or money for drugs.. its exhausting!