LEMONADE 🍋🍋

  1. Everything was finally starting to come together. I should have known better to think it wouldn't blow up in my face.
    W you. It always does. Always has. It was too good (of course we had our problems. But nothing major I thought), too smooth.
  2. Why can't you see me? Everyone else can.
    I tried to make a home with you. But doors lead to trap doors. A stairway leads to nothing. The past & the future merge to meet us here. What luck. What a fucking curse.
  3. You have depleted me.
    Im out of energy. I have nothing left to give. You know this. I have told you this. However. The ultimate blow. Snakes. People who have repeatedly stalked me, harassed me, tried to ruin us. & you allowed them. While humiliating me.
  4. I trusted you. You knew this. You knew this was hard for me.
    I have never let you down.
  5. I am strong. Bc of you. I have got through worse.
    But I am not strong when it comes to you. Nor do I want to be strong anymore.
  6. I thought that we were star crossed lovers. Perfect for my soul bc thats what I believe in. & thats what I deserve true love & a soul mate.
    It was fate/tragedy.
  7. My fav ❤️
  8. & were back here.
  9. I want safety. To feel secure. To be w someone who knows & appreciates what they have w me & to be w me.
    A man.